It’s amazing how much and often I make major changes to my
life. I recently posted about changing
my financial goal from buying a house as soon as possible to putting myself on
a fast track to paying off all my debt, which are mostly student loans. Well, now that script is being flipped again!
When I first started this blog I mentioned how a family
member I was close to had recently passed away.
It happened unexpectedly and I had to scramble to get back to my
hometown at the last minute during a holiday weekend. I couldn’t get a flight for
less than a couple thousand dollars and ended up having to drive for two days
each way there and back. Not to mention
the scary motel I had to stay at the first night because the holiday weekend I
was traveling over caused a spike in hotel prices and I couldn’t afford
anything nicer. (Although, because of
this experience I learned how to bid online for a nice hotel room that was
still cheaper than the gross motel room for the return trip.) Well, during that trip pretty much every
family member, including the parent of the deceased, stressed the importance of
family and being nearby.
Well, I’ve been stewing on that guilt trip (I’m a super
sensitive only child, I take everything to heart!) for about 6 months now. Then, late last month and early this month,
my grandmother started having some health scares. She has a few medical conditions that are
pretty common in elderly people but she doesn’t always take care of herself as
well as she should and it ended up with her hospitalized a few times for a
possible stroke. She’s started to have
some memory problems that we’re not sure whether or not they are related to her
recent exacerbations, just part of aging, or are some warning signs for
dementia. She’s made it clear that she
wants to stay in her home as long as possible.
I mentioned that maybe she should move in with me up in the tundra and
she has refused. Actually, she’s refused
to even visit to see if she likes it.
There is family nearby to take care of her but, to be
honest, they don’t really have the means.
And I’m not necessarily talking money.
The benefits of my career field typically include very generous PTO with
options for longer leaves if needed without putting my position in jeopardy
whereas my other family members work in fields where they just don’t get paid if
they have to take off work. However, if
I can’t to where she lives quickly in an emergency, those benefits aren’t going
to end up doing me a ton of good.
So after a lot of soul searching, I’ve decided to open
myself up to the idea of relocation. I’ve
already had the conversation with my boss that I’m looking and I’m working on
training my coworkers to take over bits and pieces of my job after I leave so
they can train my replacement. (Please note: I don’t necessarily recommend this in all
situations. My boss is super supportive
and currently in a similar family situation that we’ve personally discussed
before so I knew he wouldn’t walk me out of the building when I broke it to
him.)
I don’t have a definitive date of when I’ll be leaving but
my goal date is to have something by March.
I’m pretty torn about it to be honest.
I love my current position.
However, while Minnesota has been very good to me professionally, it
hasn’t been great for my personal life.
Not to mention this has to be one of the most beautiful places on
earth. I still won’t miss being frozen
for 6 months of the year though.
So, where am I
moving? I’ve basically narrowed my options
to mostly the Gulf Coast and a few of its neighboring states. Basically, I plan on living somewhere that
gets hurricanes. I have a lot of resumes
out right now and where I get a position similar in salary and benefits to the
one I have now will determine where I end up.
If I was a betting woman I’d say I’ll probably end up at one of the
major Texan cities. While any of places
I’m looking at will still put me at under an 8 hour drive to get to my hometown,
I’m really hoping for Dallas. Mostly so
I can say that I live in the Big D, visit Southfork Ranch on the regular, and
have custom car horn that plays Deep in the Heart of Texas installed.
What changes am I
making to my financials right now?
Well, I’m back to paying minimums on all my recurrent debt. Everything else is going into a savings
account for moving expenses and any short period that I’m out of a job. Fortunately, the rental markets in the places
I’m looking at are significantly more affordable and less competitive than
Minneapolis so I’ll probably actually save some money. Also, living expenses will be lower as well
so that should help ease some of my growing pains and help me re-establish my
debt payoff plan fairly quickly.
Have you ever made a
major decision in a relatively quick amount of time? If so, how did it make you feel? Until I find a job and get some concrete
plans, I’m on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
Do you have any
suggestions where I should look/not look to live and/or work? A friend really wants me to move to
Austin and it’s just not happening.
Minneapolis has more bicycling hippies than I can handle and Austin is
their motherland.